Thursday, March 1, 2012

infertility petition give away#1

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Sunday, February 27, 2011

Journey to a BFP-10(cycle17-11dpo)fertility treatment or not?[dont forget the wedding]

Hey guys,
Today i'm 11 days past ovulation with no real pregnancy symptoms..i have been a little bitchier lately +& moody but i doubt thats a sign of a BFP.
AF(aunt flow=period) is due 03.02.11 and im beyond ready to move on to cycle 18. We still aren't actively trying to get pregnant yet but we both will start seeing our doctors,I have had a yeast infection for almost two years that will NOT go away.
Also we are wanting to look into getting IVF or IUI done by september as we dont want to wait 2 more years to get pregnant. I cant believe i will be 21 almost getting a procedure like that done...i use to think that those procedures was for old people or something and i had the mentality that i would get pregnant whenever i wanted too...but i guess god has other plans for me.

WEDDING UPDATE:this weekend we went to the ceremony & reception venue.. The ceremony will be done on side of the ocean so beautiful..the reception hall is amazingly beautiful inside and out,we came up with our menu,prices and deposits.
We also went went bridesmaids dress shopping (but havent commited to anything) we looked at tux's and rj has fell in loved with this cream colored tux and now he doesnt want to wear grey.
I also peaked at a few dresses but so wasnt ready to even entertain the idea of trying any on...but we all had an amazing time together.

*im Including a picture of my venue(more to come)
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Tuesday, February 22, 2011

journey to a BFP-9(cycle 17-6dpo)dont forget wedding planning

So today is 6dpo,i went to the hospital because i was breaking out really bad..turns out i have chickenpox..at 21 years old!! Yay me..not,but anyway they did a urine test and BFN. Im not surprised nor heartbroken seems like since we have been NTNP(not trying not preventing) my emotional sanity has been in check and i feel normal again.

We really haven't made much progress with wedding planning this week besides sending out the "save-the-date" cards..
We were suppose to finalize things with the ceremony/reception venue this weekend but since i have the chickenpox it maybe push back..again.

Until later you guys mmmwah x.Bri.x
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Thursday, February 10, 2011

journey to a BFP-8 (cycle 17)dont forget wedding planning!!

So i have been saying it would be crazy if i get pregnant during the time that im planning our weddding..so i was loosing my mind when i was 2 or 3 days late for my period..the day that i allowed myself to get my hopes up Aunt flow came riding in on her red wagon...so here's to cycle 17.
Im currently doing a 1200 calorie diet and wanting to to loose 30 to 45 pounds before the wedding so i can look fierce in my PINK..yes pink wedding dress. Loosing the weight will be awesome for ttc && PCOS..so thats my motivation as well..although i doubt we'd get pregnant on our own we can have much fun trying!!

Only 192 days until the wedding and so much to do..praying this weekend we finally put the deposit down for the reception hall...then moving on to bridesmaid dresses

(Including a picture of my dress that id like to wear)
Until next week.. xo.bri.xo
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Sunday, January 16, 2011

Journey to a bfp-7

I really hate to start off like this but im a little upsett,another one of my friends just announced her pregnancy on facebook.
I never thought ttc would hurt so much and im really starting to believe i cant handle any more heartache, I pray that baby inmon really appreciate me as a mother..as I think i have taken my own mother for granted and underestimated motherhood completely.
I now see motherhood in a different light and whenever god does bless us with a baby i really believe that my own struggles ttc will alllow me to be more patient and understanding.
On other news rj and I set a date to be married 08.20.11 only 7 months away so we will be "not trying not preventing" until after the wedding..i doubt that i will be pregnant by then...but once the wedding is over we will be all about baby baby baby!! And hopefully IUI or IVF it doesnt matter im just ready to be pregnant.
To day is CD 16 i stopped temping this cycle because im getting a cold and my temps were hectic. I think i ovulated fri or saturday,and rj and i had a chance to BD thursday and a few times friday and none at all saturday..until next week see ya latter
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Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Journey to a BFP-6

I guess im moody this cycle today is CD3 after 16 months of trying to get pregnant i thought i would have my emotions under control, One minute i just want to give up on getting pregnant and the next im like a mad woman on the internet looking up fertility clinics,treatment for PCOS and buying lubricants,ovulation test and what ever else i can get my hands on.

I had a slip in fall accident september 2010 and last week i found that i have a bulging disc on my L3,L4 and L5 vertabrae and i was diagnoist with Scollosis,. I believe all my issues are related to my Cerebral Palsy but the slip-in-fall only caused more damage and pain. I will see my doctor about me TTC and having cerebral palsy in a few more weeks (my pediatric doctor back in 2004-2005 said that i would need surgerey on my back latter in life) hopefully that time isnt coming up any time soon...but if it should TTC would for surely be postponed.

Rajah and I decided wether or not if we dont buy our house feb/march we are still going to move and rent a place and i just cant wait.
I did my online application today at the community college i will be attending and started my FAFSA application so everything will be in order when march rolls around and the next semester begin.
We are taking the two hour drive this weekend to go look at more houses and meet with an adviser at the college.
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Friday, December 31, 2010

Journey to a BFP-5 cycle 16(active ttc)

Happy new years every one!!
I thought this would have been the day i finally get to celebrate my bfp af is due to day ive been cramping off and on and my temp drop friday morning i also have that feeling like im flowing so i've been on panty check patrol most of the day. I initally was ok with the thought of not being pregnant until i went out to the stores and it seems like every pregnant woman in florida decided to come to the same store as me,a simple task as going to the store is becomming dreadful because it makes my emotions go all over the place.
Any way far as this cycle goes i will be charting,and drinking spearmint tea and possibly using preseed.

[WORDS TO MY FUTURE CHILD] only god knows my true heart desires to have you within my womb,close to my heart were we would share our biggest and one of our most special bonding moments,you have yet to be created and already you are loved by your father and me. Today he(your dad) has said how crazy we both are going to be from the lack of sleep because he will be working the night shift and i will be up with you and having to go to class the next morning and he will be left looking after you even when hes just getting home from work...i told him you would would be a good baby..right??
Well anyway mommy and daddy are doing our best to buy a house before you are born and we hope you like it.
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