Monday, November 29, 2010

journey to a BFP-1

well i hope everyone thanksgiving went as well as mine. we did a very small dinner. the best part of it all rajah and i had a chance to spend some time together. we decided to buy a house january or february so this weekend we have spent time looking over our budget using online calculators seeing what we would be able to afford we both want 4 bed rooms and atleast 2 bathrooms as we hope to be pregnant by that time and we will already have room for our little bundle of joy.
 far as ttc  goes im on cd 23 and 9 dpo i doubt that we are pregnant due to the simple fact we hardly got anybaby dancing done during my fertile window be cause we had rajahs daughter the weekend i ovulated. im not to upset about it tho i kinda wanted to break from the opks and bbt charting...has anyone ever notice how fast the month goes by when your not actively ttc? any way december cycle we will be back in the game i think. rajah really wants a BFP but im more laid back tired of stressing about it. after 3 years of this i finally realize its in gods hands to bless me with a child